“Just a GP” – Liddy Mawer – ST3, Yorkshire

Lydia Mawer

I am not “just a GP”, I am a highly skilled specialist on the frontline of the NHS, a risk-taker, a problem solver and a gatekeeper to finite resources. I am a leader, a teacher, a businesswoman, an innovator and a champion and advocate for patients. I provide consistency and fairness and a helping hand to those at their time of need.

Being a doctor in any specialty is tough in the current political and financial climate. There is an ever-increasing workload as a consequence of increasingly available (and costly) treatments and the subsequent amassing demand from patients with inflated and at times unreasonable expectations. In the context of a growing society and a workforce that’s perpetually shrinking in not only numbers and resources, it’s no surprise that more recently, morale amongst passionate and dedicated doctors is also at an all time low. The current use of the NHS as a political vote wining pawn in an increasingly consumerist and fractured society has resulted in the unsustainable situation of a system with finite resources stretching itself dangerously to cater for patient’s ‘wants’ for services and access to healthcare in strong contrast to the reality of their actual medical needs and what is achievable.

The embers of unreasonable expectation and dissatisfaction may have been smoldering in the background of a 24-hour consumerist society but the flames have been strategically perpetuated by governments and further fanned by a vitriolic media. GPs were the first to take a hit with complaints of inadequate convenient accessibility and non-evidence based accusations that a lack of routine 7-day availability was contributing (amongst other things) to the pressures on A&E attendance and poor patient care. GPs have been maligned as overpaid money-grabbing doctors, clocking off at 5 pm with no regard for their patients’ wellbeing. With this present demonization of ‘fat cat, lazy’ GPs in the press and an increasingly overworked and demoralized workforce, it is easy to understand why general practice is failing to retain GPs let alone recruit young doctors. Add into this the uncertainty of the future structure, funding and expectations of general practice (and indeed the NHS itself) and the open dissatisfaction and ‘burn-out’ of GPs, recruiting future general practitioners seems an increasingly impossible task, already troublingly evident in significantly unfilled training posts.

So, why would any young eager doctor in their right mind even fleetingly consider training to become a GP in this climate? Even within the profession GPs are often depicted as subordinate to their secondary care colleagues: as failed specialists.

As a junior, specialists often commiserated me when I declared general practice as my vocation, repeatedly declaring with tilted head “that it’s a shame that such a good doctor is being lost to general practice”.

This was swiftly followed with the assumption that as a female doctor, I wanted a family and that the flexibility afforded by general practice to accommodate this was the only fathomable justification for ‘settling’ with primary care! It was not considered that I had chosen to become a GP. This subconscious contempt for general practice as a contingency stems from medical school and even now when asked about my specialty I have often described myself as “just a GP”, a line so subliminal and commonplace that it rolls off the tongue.

Recently a colleague asked me why I was a GP; the benefits of general practice over other specialties and how would I ‘sell’ the vocation to young doctors at a time of crisis?

Despite the current climate and ever increasing challenges of the profession I didn’t find it hard to justify my decision and passion to train as a GP or to find many benefits when compared with secondary care specialties.

So firstly from a pragmatic viewpoint there are many benefits. Although I did not choose primary care predominantly for its family friendly work-life balance, I know that many of my colleagues to varying degrees did and lets be honest, the prospect of free weekends and no night shifts after many years pounding the wards out of hours is attractive (whether you are planning on producing children or not) and it is understandable that the prospect of losing this work-life balance is deterring many would-be GPs. However, the fact remains that as a GP trainee and then a practitioner, even with extended working hours and the prospect of working weekends,

the work schedule is still more family friendly than the shifts of my secondary care colleagues (even more so in light of the current political propositions).

As a trainee your working week is for the large part sessional and extremely well supported. It is almost expected that you will bear children during your training and your progression is simply placed on hold until you return from your maternity leave. No scrabbling around trying to plan conception perfectly between work placements. Its sessional base also lends itself to less than full-time training and part-time working once you qualify and unlike secondary care it is quite feasible to work only mornings or to plan your working week to varying extents around your life. There is no worry of where in the UK you may be posted with a small child should you have been unfortunate enough to have not obtained run-through specialty training and there is no long commute once you settle into your regional training program. There is also no fear for your future career or the dreaded trepidation of informing your surgical boss that you are pregnant, that many of my friends have encountered. Your first thought when you are pregnant should not be how you are going to break the news to your boss! And while I’m being pragmatic, you can also park right outside of your office, for free.

No driving around for 30 minutes unable to find a space within a three-mile radius of the hospital that you have paid extortionate amounts for.

This seems a flippant point but I all too well remember being scared whilst running to my car in the early hours of the morning across a huge, poorly lit campus.

Although I cannot comment too much on hospital based training programs what I can say is that GP training is second to none. Where else can you get weekly genuine protected teaching time that is not repeatedly lost to service provision, (a whole day a week) and daily one-to-one teaching, training and supervision? Every day I have the opportunity to discuss every single one of my patient encounters with an experienced GP who is passionate about teaching and has chosen to become a trainer (with actual teaching qualifications), providing constructive feedback and support. My twice daily debrief is precious and enables clinical learning, reflection and often laughter and challenging debate. You also really get to know your colleagues and fellow trainees with such regular contact making lifelong friends and just as importantly, a wide supportive professional network- the key to any resilience and professional sustenance in the longrun. We all congregate every week, learn together, teach each other and most importantly regularly go out for dinner! This intimacy is difficult in secondary care where my colleagues are regularly on the move to different sites and their shifts preclude any extracurricular congregation and coherence. Their formal teaching is increasingly sacrificed to an unmanageable hospital workload and has to be done vicariously and it’s potluck as to how much training, ability and enthusiasm that your overstretched senior colleague has that day. I am not professing that standards are low in secondary care, merely that they simply cannot match the standards of the GP vocational training scheme.

However, if you are only attracted to general practice because of its work-life balance or if you see it as an easy option then your reasoning is defunct and perhaps it is not for you.

The truth is that it is a challenging, difficult and highly skilled specialty requiring a breadth of knowledge and the ability to deal with ever increasing complexity and new challenges and this is what really attracted me to the profession.

I enjoy being a doctor and found that I didn’t want to limit myself to one specialty. I have relished every aspect of medicine that I have worked in and found that general practice could provide me with that variety that I craved. The work is stimulating, increasingly multifaceted and more varied than secondary care. Although the move of many secondary care services into the community has added to our workload, it brings with it challenge, variety and an increased skillset, advancing my ability to treat patients holistically. No two days are ever the same and I genuinely have no idea what the next patient will expect of my aptitudes nor the challenges and problem solving that ensue. As a GP I can obtain a specialist interest and use those skills in secondary care or the community, I deal with acute and chronic conditions, and I can work in the out of hours service, A&E and in people’s own homes. There is nothing like consulting with a patient in their own surroundings to get a realistic insight into their lives and health needs. It is also great to be able to interrupt my day by leaving the office and it can lead to acute medical problems that often test my skills and risk-taking nerve! I have the privilege of working as part of a larger multidisciplinary team, (including my respected colleagues in secondary care) consisting of fun, inspiring and talented people. Working in a smaller setting also facilitates teamwork, cohesion and morale. I have never seen anything other than teamwork during any of my hospital placements but a busy ward with a revolving workforce can never match the consistency of working with the same people over a period of time. You learn to anticipate each other and find a balance. I have always felt more supported in primary care; on many occasions my colleagues have seen a patient of mine when I am running behind, or nipped to do a visit when I am overwhelmed on-call or even just signed my pile of prescription or made me a cup of tea. It’s the little things that make you feel supported and appreciated.

Like my secondary care colleagues I also have the option to take an academic or leadership role and become involved in teaching or research, I can also become more politically involved should I chose, by engaging with bodies such as the LMC or CCG etc. However, unlike my hospital colleagues I am afforded more autonomy as to where I work, who I work with and to a reasonable extent, how I practice and the boundaries that I prefer to work within (obviously within the limits of good practice and regulation).   I can chose to be employed or I can take the leap into business ownership. This opens up the world of business, management and leadership, enabling a GP to actually change things within their own practice in a meaningful way and influence their own working lives. If I am not happy with a system I can change it. If I want to start at 7am and leave earlier I will, if I want to spend a session performing minor surgery I can, if I want to drink a cup of tea at my desk during a busy day, I can and no-one can run in and tell me off! If a giant bound into business isn’t for you then it’s actually an excellent time to be a salaried GP. With the current recruitment shortfall there are more jobs than GPs so unlike our secondary care colleagues whose training positions have been cut and are highly elusive, the employment prospects in primary care are exceptional! There is no danger of having to settle for a practice that doesn’t match your ethos or forces you to relocate half way across the country in the opposite direction to your partner.

Doctors on the whole will proclaim that they were attracted to the profession because they are interested in people and want to help them (at least during their medical school interview anyway!) If that still bodes true then perhaps general practice is for you. The job is fascinating. I deal with a broad section of society full of interesting people of all ages, the vast majority of which (contrary to the current propaganda) are hugely appreciative of the care that they receive amid the constraints of an overstretched system.

I care for people not organs with a continuity that simply cannot be replicated in secondary care. Patients are people and managing their needs entails not only basic medical management but also the added complexity of dealing with their personality, values and beliefs, their wider family and friends and everything in between.

You really get to know people and support them through their lives ‘from cradle to grave’. This is a challenge and at times I feel more like a hostage negotiator than a doctor but it is a privilege to be involved with people’s lives at such a personal level and gives an insight into their health needs and understanding that is otherwise lost. If you don’t know what a patient wants and needs, no amount of medication or reassurance will address the underlying problem.

Despite the wider misconception that the important or life-saving medicine is conducted exclusively in secondary care, this is not the case. GPs do not just dole out statins and paracetamol all day. We make a real difference, even if it’s just ongoing through persistence and consistency, chipping away at a problem over many years. We change lives and we save lives.

I am passionate about general practice and its’ future. It is essential to the NHS and without dedicated and highly skilled GP’s the system will inevitably fail. General practice is understaffed and we need more doctors to commit themselves to this rewarding vocation but to be more specific, we need excellent, resilient and talented doctors that can stand up to the challenges and demands of general practice. Primary care is not a place for ‘those that can’t’ and the question should not be ‘why should I be a GP?’ but ‘what can I bring to the table and offer my community’?

Dr Liddy Mawer
ST3 Barnsley VTS

12 thoughts on ““Just a GP” – Liddy Mawer – ST3, Yorkshire

  1. Dear Liddy,

    Thank you for sharing your post about why you chose general practice. It’s really good to see positive message about general practice. I would echo that it I found having one to one training and support amazing. Compared to most hospital specialties I actually felt listened to, part of the team and the GP were generally interested in me as a learner.

    I’ve only been a GP a short time (almost a year now) but wouldn’t do anything else.


  2. A well written article explaining the long, hard route travelled to becoming a GP. The NHS is not a political football and should be under the care of a steady non-political group.

  3. Thank you, Liddy, for this impressive and positive article on what it means to be a GP. You are right to emphasise the importance of a resilient “can do” attitude which underpins the numerous local innovations in GP that keep the NHS afloat. I can recommend a good read on this topic: Humanising Healthcare by Margaret Hannah.
    I hope you will seek, as a new GP, ongoing support to keep your enthusiasm for GP alive and thriving. Good luck!

  4. Liddy, greetings
    Wonderful to hear about your continuing enthusiasm. Looking back with the rheumy eye of nearly 35 years in the trade, the great thing is that it just gets better and better. Medically, General Practice does the most good for the most people in the most efficient way. What other discipline could claim such a professional and humanitarian (and political?) status? We are also people doctors, we patrol the liminal zones, the places where people become patients. One of our jobs is to make sure that they are returned to being people again.
    It is also good to see that you have appreciated your training. You will not find such commitment and enthusiasm in any other specialty – General Practice is truly at the lead of the training game. (I should declare an interest – Liddy was once my ST1 trainee).
    And talking of 7-day working, have you noticed that the replies you have had range from 6.30 in the morning to 10 at night? There is life in the old GP dog yet.

  5. Liddy
    Thank you so much for this, which appeared on my fb under ‘resilient gp’
    I hope this will be shared with the National Recruitment office, and with medical students and FY doctors across the land!
    Have fun with your CCT!

  6. Excellent – exactly why I went into GP. I love the fact that you never quite know what is coming through the door next!

    My latest medical student told me that lecturers repeatedly tell them ‘We’re teaching you this so you don’t have to go into GP’…! Which shows the level of misunderstanding and that the attitudes you describe are taught from the start.

    My favourite summary of what it means to be a GP is from Cecil Helman’s Suburban Shaman. I’ll email it to you.

  7. As a 1st year medical student I understand that my choice of specialism is not exactly imminent – however it is difficult to avoid thinking about even at this early stage. I have always enjoyed the thought of General Practice and I could never understand my colleagues distaste for it. But after reading this article I am convinced that GP is everything I believed it to be and it has
    confirmed to me that GP is a likely destination for me in the future.
    Thanks very much Liddy

  8. Wow! Well said and well written! It is so nice to hear you express so eloquently what is missed in medical school and in hospital practice! Good luck in GP and best wishes !

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